Adjusting to Family Found (2,338 words) by
somarielChapters: 2/2
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: Past Rape/Non-con
Relationship: Drizzt Do'Urden & Kastan Do'Urden, Drizzt Do'Urden & Vierna Do'Urden
Characters: Drizzt Do'Urden, Kastan Do'Urden, Korvallen Senahye, Alustriel Silverhand, Vierna Do'Urden, Qilué; Veladorn
Additional Tags: Canon Divergence, Unplanned Parenthood, Family Reunions, reconciling with estranged family
Summary:
Now that his son is clear of hostile magic, Drizzt can start properly adjusting to the changes having a son brings.
Later, while they're at the Promenade, it turns out there are some more familial adjustments to be made.
A continuation of
senmut's fic Prisoner of the Dwarves
Beginning note
Past rape is only implied by reference, but is much clearer in inspiring fic, so I felt it was worth warning for.
Chapter One: Needed Adjustments
Once breakfast with Alustriel was over, Drizzt led Kastan to the public practice yards for their spar. And as he had expected would be the case, the spectacle of him sparring with a near-equal drew many spectators. So when the spar was finished, Drizzt started introducing his son to the various Knights and squires that had been watching. After the introductions were done, they returned to Drizzt's rooms for their rest.
Upon their waking in the early afternoon, Drizzt brought Kastan to the Spell Tower for more introductions. And while Niska and Taern were the only two that he had actually planned, Drizzt did not hesitate to make introductions when they passed others in the Tower's hallways.
On leaving the Spell Tower, Drizzt guided his son to the Palace library. And once there, they settled down to continue Kastan's lessons in reading and writing.
Continuing Kastan's lessons in the library rather than his rooms had been a calculated choice on Drizzt's part, balancing Kastan's comfort against the curiosity of others as word of his presence spread. But in the late afternoon, perhaps an hour before sunset, it was Korvallen who approached them.
Once Drizzt indicated that the current lesson had reached a stopping point, Kor spoke. "Drizzt, Alustriel wants to know if you'll accompany her to evenfeast and a few events after, if I stay with Kastan?"
"Kastan?" Drizzt asked.
"Go, Father," Kastan said. "I could see this morning that you find... peace... being with her. I will be fine with Korvallen."
"Alright," Drizzt said. Then he turned his attention back to Korvallen and asked "Her rooms?"
"Yes."
Drizzt stood up then, and as he moved away, heading for the door, he heard Korvallen asking if Kastan wished to remain in the library, or go somewhere else.
Back in her rooms after evenfeast, while she was changing into a gown more appropriate for the events she planned to attend tonight, Alustriel broached a potentially delicate matter with Drizzt.
"I noticed, when you introduced Kastan this morning, no family name was used. Does he not want the Do'Urden name, or is it simply that you haven't offered it to him yet?"
"Haven't offered it to him yet," Drizzt replied. "I was waiting for him to be declared clear of hostile magic, but he—both of us, really—needed soothing after hearing what Laeral removed, and then we ended up talking about other things last night."
"You should make sure to do it once you return tonight, then," Alustriel said. "With your name becoming known as that of a good drow, Kastan bearing the same family name will smooth his path."
Drizzt sighed. "That's not a factor I had considered, but you are undoubtedly correct."
When he returned to his rooms roughly an hour before midnight—earlier than usual for having accompanied Alustriel, but still fairly late by objective standards—Drizzt sent Korvallen off to rest, then sat down on the divan and gestured for Kastan to join him.
Once his son had, Drizzt took a deep breath, turned to face him, and began to speak.
"While the society we both were raised in does not allow family names to be passed along the male line, things are different on the Surface.
"I have kept the Do'Urden name all these years, despite my rejection of its source, as a connection to my own father, who also bore it. And just as you inherited your differences from me, my own came from him, though his were not as stark as ours.
"In light of that, do you wish to also bear the Do'Urden name?"
"Do I...? Yes!" Kastan didn't know why he was blinking back tears when he was so happy!
"Tears of joy, my son," Drizzt said.
Kastan felt his cheeks heat. He hadn't realized he'd actually said that. "Sometimes, imagining being a free Do'Urden was what helped me keep going. But I didn't want to ask."
"Oh, my son," Drizzt sighed, pulling Kastan into a hug. "The only reason I didn't offer it earlier is because I was waiting until I could be certain it was safe."
The sequence of sunrise vigil, breakfast with Alustriel, practice yards, rest, lessons for Kastan, then Korvallen—or sometimes Kolarven or, more rarely, Niska—staying with Kastan while Drizzt accompanied Alustriel to evenfeast and some events quickly became a pattern, which held steady until the night that Mystra was injured.
That night, Drizzt was not willing to leave Alustriel, given what she said had happened. So before going to speak with Ellorie, he took the time to write a note for Korvallen, which he then asked the page to deliver along with the messages for Taern and the event Alustriel had been going to attend.
The next morning, after settling Kastan with Kolarven, Korvallen headed for Alustriel's rooms On his arrival, he was informed that they were also waiting for Taern, so he took a seat at the dining table and impatiently waited to learn what had caused Drizzt to send last night's note of 'Something happened with Mystra, staying the night with Alustriel, come for briefing over breakfast.'
Taern arrived shortly after, and though breakfast had not yet arrived, the briefing began.
The news Alustriel had to share was certainly quite concerning, and Korvallen was about to start pondering adjustments to guard schedules when Drizzt mentioned personally carrying the news to the Hall.
"My friend," Korvallen said, "while good faith does require us to let the Hall know, there is no need for you to be the messenger."
"But-"
"No. If you truly feel it is best for the news to come from you, we can send an official messenger to carry a letter from you."
For a moment, it looked like Drizzt was going to continue to argue, but Taern and Alustriel's strong agreement caused him to sigh and acquiesce.
The four of them then settled down to eat the meal that had just been brought, though discussion of necessary precautions was the subject of conversation, with a brief detour for Korvallen to convince Drizzt that Kastan would understand him sticking close to Alustriel today.
After that day, things mostly returned to the established pattern—at least until the gods were restored to their proper places.
When that happened, Drizzt allowed himself the one night to share in Silverymoon's—and Alustriel's—joy, then late the following afternoon, he and Kastan set out for Mithral Hall.
For all that the dwarves did not rely highly on the power the gods could give, the mood at the Hall was nearly as jubilant when Drizzt confirmed that the gods had been restored.
So it was not until after things had settled down somewhat that Drizzt had the chance to properly introduce his son to his friends there.
Two weeks at the Hall had given Drizzt's friends time to reassure themselves as to his wellbeing and get to know Kastan at least somewhat, but between his own desire to bring Kastan to the Promenade as soon as reasonable and the little signs he could see that showed Kastan still had a ways to go before most of the residents of the Hall trusted him as much as Drizzt, the ranger knew it was time for the two of them to leave.
His friends reminded that he was unsure of when he would return, Drizzt headed back to Silverymoon with Kastan.
And after a few days in the city, Alustriel gladly teleported them to the Promenade.
Chapter Two: Unexpected Adjustments
"Walk with me a bit, Vierna," Natoth said as he came up beside her in the corridors of the temple.
She looked warily at him, but inclined her head, and changed course to match him.
"Given that you have mentioned before that your brother had a significant role in starting the questioning that let you accept our Lord, what would you say to him if you had the chance?" Natoth asked her.
And as far as Vierna could tell, he was sincerely interested, not seeking information he could use against her.
But the wariness that had been ingrained in her by her time in Menzoberranzan still pushed her to question his reasons. "Why do you ask?"
"Our Lord tells me that your brother is currently at the Promenade of the Dark Maiden," Natoth replied. "And one of their trade caravans will be arriving in Skullport soon. So if you wish to write him a letter, I will personally pass it to the caravan master."
While meeting with the caravan master upon the trade caravan's return was usually a simple administrative task, sometimes there ended up being other concerns to address.
So when Qilué asked "Is there anything else you need to bring to my attention?", Shana's answer of "Yes" was not truly unexpected.
But being handed a sealed letter addressed to Drizzt, that Shana said had been given to her by a masked priest of Vhaeraun, was very much not what Qilué had expected the additional matter to be.
"Did the priest say anything to indicate what the letter is about?" she asked.
"He did," Shana replied. Closing her eyes, she recited the priest's explanation. "'A message for Drizzt Do'Urden, from a fellow cleric of my Lord, who rejected the Spider out of love for family after Drizzt escaped.'"
"That is... odd," Qilué said. "Odd enough that I am going to be very thorough about checking for traps before I give it to Drizzt."
"Agreed," Shana said. "The only reason I didn't discard it before we left Skullport is because that mask can't be faked."
Drizzt had listened to Qilué's explanation about the letter with a growing bewilderment—because he could not think of anyone Vhaeraun might have stolen from Menzoberranzan who would have a reason to contact him—and then went to find a well-concealed place to read the letter in solitude.
That place ended up being a ledge high up in the rothe cavern, and once he had settled himself, he opened the letter and began to read.
'Drizzt,
I am so very sorry. Sorry that it took seeing your reaction to something I took for granted for me to start questioning what we were taught. Sorry that it took our father's murder for me to actually move from questioning to true realization of how wrong Llothite society is. Sorry that that realization left my foundations so shattered that leaving to join you didn't occur to me until long after the opportunity was gone.'
This... was from Vierna? That was hard to believe, but the use of 'our father' left no other possibilities. And the apologies she gave certainly laid out a reasonable path by which she could have come to follow Vhaeraun. Curious now, Drizzt resumed reading.
'Vhaeraun supported me while I rebuilt my foundations, and when the House fell, I escaped with the aid of the leader of Bregan D'aerthe, who then made arrangements to get me to the Temple of Vhaeraun in Skullport.
While I will understand if you no longer wish to call me 'sister', I would like to see you again, as I have always cared about you, even if I didn't truly understand how deep my feelings ran until after you had left.
Vierna Do'Urden, Silent Sable, Skullport'
After folding the letter and sticking it in his belt pouch, Drizzt tucked his knees up under his chin, wrapped his arms around his legs, and started to carefully think things over.
His heart—the part of him that had never been able to fully let go of his softer feelings for the sister who had raised him—wanted the letter to be true, was insisting he should head for Skullport as soon as he could.
But his more rational and analytical side was urging caution, reminding him that there were ways others could have learned of the events referred to in the letter, and even if it was true, his responsibilities to Kastan made a solo trip through Undermountain quite unwise.
Sighing, he jumped down from the ledge and headed off to find Qilué. She should at least be able to tell him if such a conversion seemed realistic.
Qilué had, on the basis of the apologies offered, felt that it was entirely possible for the letter to be true, so after some further discussion—with both her and Kastan—Drizzt had decided to accompany the next trade caravan.
Now, standing off to the side as the traders unloaded the wagon, Drizzt looked around, sincerely hoping that the drow he had seen carefully watching the caravan as it entered the market square, only to leave swiftly after locking eyes with him, was going to let Vierna know he had come.
And even as he thought that, a slight disturbance in the same direction that drow had gone in turned out to be people making way for four drow—two in masks and clerics' robes, two very obviously guards.
The quartet approached the caravan carefully, moving so they were coming directly towards Drizzt, and then, at a reasonable conversational distance, they stopped.
"Hello," Drizzt said, doing his best to keep his wariness out of his voice.
One of the clerics—female, by the way the robes hung on their body—stepped forward and pushed back her mask. "Hello, little brother," Vierna said.
Drizzt had agreed to come to the temple for the much needed conversation between the two of them, contingent on Vierna's promise that it would be finished in time for him to return to the Promenade with the caravan, which she willingly gave.
Said conversation had been highly fraught, but it had ended with both of them in a much better place regarding their feelings for the other.
So when Vierna returned to her rooms after seeing Drizzt out of the temple, she sat down at her desk and started writing a letter to Jarlaxle.
If her nephew's mother had survived the attempt to invade the dwarven hall, it was time to dust off some old ideas and start planning a murder.